Bimbi Mahesa Putra

yes who is bimbi mahesa putra ? he is my boyfriend :) he was born at may 1 1992 yap,cuman beda satu hari sama gue.eh setahun satu hari tepatnya.he graduated from 22 senior high school jakarta,and now become a student in YAI university,in comunication degree. he is the first child from 2,he has sister name febri nur intan,he lives in east jakarta,and i dont know where exactly is haha cause i never been there hoho he loves playing music,especially drum,and he is a drummer in his band and once again i don't know whats the band,but in high school he had a band called money laundry.he loves to listen to music,he loves trash metal,he loves led zeppelin,he likes megan fox,cause he thinks megan fox is sexy,haha and yes i agree with him.he likes ayam kecap,he likes black,he likes eat so much but i don't know why he always that skinny -.- bbbbuuuut when in elementary school till junior high school he is so fat not that fat but fat hha i want to share what he looks like back then but i don't have his picture huhu he just cute haha hmm what again oke let's talk about his character,he is so ignorant,just don't care others feeling,he always think that everything is going to be just fine,he is so patient,he never mad at me,he never jealous mm maybe he jealous but he trusts me more than everything,and that's why i trust him so much,sometimes he can be so tempramental,he is kind,sometimes he can be so romantic,he is spontaneous and i love that,his thinking bout life is so mature.

we've been go out for like 2 months 6 days . i love him and he loves me too haha we've been going out from october 28 2009 and break up on i don't know im forget hhe then back together on june 22 2010 . hopefully it will long last :) i love him so much and im pretty sure that he loves me like i do .

guess who is this ?

who is this man ? he is covering vogue magazine . i bet you don't know who's the man in this cover . you know what ? he or should i say that SHE is Lady Gaga yes people she is lady gaga.Lady Gaga appears as a man in Vogue Hommes japan . okay im not too surprise to see Lady Gaga appears or style like this,because if she acts normal then she is not Gaga.But i love her style in here,she wears boys outfit that looks gorgeous in her. hype of course :D 

Destiny

Here is the story about me about my journey to go to college . oke first of all i will tell you my process till i get to UNPAD (Padjadjaran University) i took Teknologi Pertanian degree. i am so excited so i studied hard from morning till night,then i had the test.okeeeee lets skip to the result . haha oke hello i get that,im so excited and get too excited my mother my father everybody happy,and i felt that they are so proud of me.then I GOT VERY VERY BAD NEWS . oke I CANT ENTER UNPAD .because my economic problem,im so sad yes it hurts so much,and it left scars till now.oke i just realize that its oke for me to wait till next year. although you know hpw hard is it,when your friend or someone just ask 'kuliah dimana nis ?' oke it just hurts me so damn bad,seeing my friend went to OSPEK ,being new student and wear an Almamater.oh i just can take a deep breath then calm down and say to myself 'OKE NISA GAPAPA ,TAHUN DEPAN BUKTIIN KAMU BISA' i always think that "KALO GUE SUSAH MASIH BANYAK YANG LEBIH SUSAH DARI GUE" so i just keep on fighting keep on trying and start believing. i just can make myself get better and better without anybody.AND TILL YESTERDAY . when i went to my granny's house,she said that "kamu harus mandiri,belom tentu orang tua kamu mampu nguliahin kamu" OH FOR GOD SAKE,it feels like get hit with 2747349837949834943987tons of stone . YEAH i dont want to cry in front of my grandmom i just take a deep breath and smile that i pretend that everything is okay but matter of fact ITS NOT.it just killing me.and when i know to go to work,you know what ? that's the worst feeling ever.am i a victim ? or it just destiny ? i cant think clearly,i can think positively but my heart just turning into pieces slowly,i always pretend in front of everybody,that im okay with this situation,but as the matter of fact i cant accept all of this,i cant accept that i cant go to college,the fact that i have to work for my good.and everything that come trough now.i just can say

Bersyukur lah kalian yang bisa kuliah,bersyukur memiliki keluarga yang berkecukupan,bersyukur diberi nikmat oleh allah untuk kuliah,jadi gunakanlah kesempatan yang kalian punya dan jangan pernah sia-siakan,karena diluar sana masih banyak orang yang berjuang hanya demi kuliah hanya demi sesuap nasi.

FRIENDSHIP or FRIENDSHIT

Lets talk about sometihing what we called FRIENDSHIP first
Based on dictionary Friendship is considered to be closer than association, although there is a range of degrees of intimacy in both friendships and associations. Friendship or true friend are like part of your body,they know you best,Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you,they even closer from your boyf even your family.They know your stupid,kindness,and every action you will make,maybe. They would COVER you,sometimes do something stupid just for you.True Friend like an umbrella when you need them from rain they will Protect you even though they will get wet.True friend speak truth even they know it will hurt you True Friend LOVE SHARING, from a big things to little things.from sharing feelings till  food,even share illness -,- when i got sick and my friend laughing at me,tomorrow she will sick too.haha that's how we are.True friend never complaint,true friend never let you down,True friend know your weakness and show you strange,true friend,True friendship is like sound health,the value of it is seldom known until it be lost,True friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.

 "In good times, in bad times I'll be on your side forever more, that's what fis friends are for"  

friendSHIT

What is friendshit ? friendshit is someone that know you best and crush you from the inside,they stabbing on your back,talk you in your back,act like they are the best friend ever,and be careful they don't just have one face but faces YEP . they just the best actor or actress,maybe they will get golden globe or even academy award for being the best FAKE BEST FRIEND,its good for you if you don't have someone like this.

Need You Now - Lady Antebellum

Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

I guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call, but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

I just need you now.

Oh baby I need you now. 

-Bimbi i need you now-

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

wooos long time banget yah no post post oiaaaaaaaaaaaah mohon maaf lahir dan batin ya semua :) mudah2xan puasa nya dilancarkan dan ibadahnya diancarkan amin.
uhuk uhuk gue lg sakit yaaaaaaaaaa gue sakit,gue kena campak,i've got measles everybody =.= jelek banget deh merah2x kaya alien tp sexy kaya bayi baru lahir hahaha tapi tetep aja gue lebiuh prefer SEHAT yes baby SEHAT ITU MAHAL . awalnya gue sakit muai dari radang,radang nya dewa banget deh,paraaaaaaaaaah sakitnya parah perihnya. lalu lalu badan gue panaaas lalu lalu timbul bercak2x merah di badan gue . good job i dont like it,i hate it of course.ini gatel sumfeh deh . -,- dan abis gue googling huh cekidot sendiri nih yah gue kasih link nya CAMPAK and for english version >>> Measles. huooooooo isnt that bad ? yepyep of course its bad . sudah yahhh thats all folks . get well soon for me cifook cifookk XXO

Broken Strings : James Morrison ft Nelly Furtado :

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you,
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell something that ain't real

Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late (too late)

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain't real

Well truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before


Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

videooo broken string