what i really .................

maybe trying is something that everybody often do, sometimes they have strength to try, but sometimes they just scared to try. i prefer to try, because i prefer regret when i already done it then i just regret because i haven't done that. for example trying to face the problem is better than we just run and hide from the problem. mmm like tasting good food, we have to try one by one so that we can know which one is the best. like relationship too, i think the purpose of being in a relationship is to find the best. if we fail in a relationship it just make us one step closer to the better one. sometimes wondering how the result could be is the hardest part, never afraid of what or how the result is, is it good, or bad ? in life we surely have to prepare for the worst, and if we fail. just accept it and learn from it. how ? for example if we doing some test for university and failed . we have to see, whats made us fail ? okeee. i already study hard maybe you less in pray, or i pray harder i study harder, maybe that's god ways to saw you that 'thats not for your best' maybe other university is best for you, cause "Allah gives you what you need not what you wanted"cause sometimes what i wanted its not what i need. or lets take example from having a relationship; we have loooong relationship for years, but its end for no reason or you bf pr gf cheating , bored , or whatever. first of all if your bf or gf cheated, first of all introspection ourselves, i mean that we dont have to blame ourselves, just introspection and see it. if there is nothing wrong with us, then they just stupid hahaha and then dont forget to learn from it!!! never let us fall into the same hole. then never ever to obey with your bf.  i've ever soo obey with my bf back then, and he just so too much so overprotective, then i thought it, and i know its wrong. ok who the hell are you ? rules me as you want. many girls now its more obey to their bf than her parents =.= aaaaaa it so pathetic, why you have to obey that much ? oke if we obey something good we have to obey him. but like 'you cant play with your friend' 'you cant play while im at home' aaaaaaa its just selfish. do you know whats good in life ? we can enjoy oul\r life and be grateful. try and learn every time you do something . ahh i've nothing to say . my niece came and screw it up . hoho oke goodbye blove :*