LOVE

LOVE

LOVE

LOVE

LOVE

LOVE

LOVE    

Actually what is LOVE ?

Do you really know what Love is ?
Do you believe in Love ?
Do you have Love ?

Actually here i will talk about Love in not general ways, here just love in my perspective, here just love base on Love with opposite sex which is Man or Woman.
This is Love in my perspective so here it goes

"Love is something that you feel when you want the person you love, to be happy, someone you want to grow old together, someone that make you feel safe around him/her, the place where you feel comfortable, someone that would share tears, laughter, happiness, sadness, sickness and everything even every little thing. Love is not physical or just about romance true love is about how we accept the way she/he was and DONT REALLY CARE about stuff that happen in the past and only care about how to make the future together"

 and this one i read it in twitter quote and i forget again hoho so sorry :p

"Love, we think about it, sing about it,dream about it and love sleeping worrying about it. When we dont know we have it we search for it, when we discover it we dont know how to do with it. When we have it we fears losing it. It is the constant source of pleasure and pain but we dont know which it will be from one moment to the next. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define and impossible to live without."

I CAN

This is the quote that i made on my tweet, "sukses itu butuh usaha bukan hanya keberuntungan" in english "if you want to success you have to gives it big effort instead depend on luck" hmm maybe like that hahha im  not really good making quote base on indonesian, so i will talk about it. the word that inspired me for making this quote is because i watched kick buttowski, he said "i dont need luck, im just gonna try" how cool is that ? if you dont know kick buttowski he is a risk taker and super cool you can watch him on disney channel. Ok enough about kick, lets get back to where we are, hmm oke first of all i trust about luck, but luck just come to those who fortunately always in the shadow of fortune goddess and me ? im just an ordinary girl who has to give big effort to every goal i made, i dont think im a lucky girl, but its okay im cool with it, because maybe its ALLAH's way to show me that, maybe im not lucky enough but you can definitely reach your goal by try and use big effort. I think if we show the world that the world thought you cant make it but actually we can make it and give big effort the result is more proud than we actually not giving any effort in anything and than voalaaaaa you made it. I didnt say that i didnt trust luck, actually i believe in miracle, i believe in fairytale BUT we have to face this world with your head held up and say WE CAN!! there is nothing you cant do, you can do anything if you believe you will reach your dream!! For me i just keep study harder to get better score and graduate soon :) wish me luck

and for my junior in 13 senior high school keep your spirit up, study harder, 

YOU ALL DEFINITELY GONNA PASS THE FINAL EXAM

GO GO GO !!!!!

im back blove haha

OH MY GOD!!! its been a while hmm maybe its been like forever maybe haha i've been so busy with my college. too many tasks and i never had a chance to use my laptop and as you know i cant reach signals in my old room. Now, i move to my granny's hahaha and i have good signal here, so lets wish that i can post my stories again hahaha. You know what i wish that i can post my blog from my blackberry but i never found the application huhuhu if you know please lemme know about the application. i have so many stories haha but im not in a good mood to write it now maybe later or maybe 5 minutes again hahaha okeee CAOOOO

what i really .................

maybe trying is something that everybody often do, sometimes they have strength to try, but sometimes they just scared to try. i prefer to try, because i prefer regret when i already done it then i just regret because i haven't done that. for example trying to face the problem is better than we just run and hide from the problem. mmm like tasting good food, we have to try one by one so that we can know which one is the best. like relationship too, i think the purpose of being in a relationship is to find the best. if we fail in a relationship it just make us one step closer to the better one. sometimes wondering how the result could be is the hardest part, never afraid of what or how the result is, is it good, or bad ? in life we surely have to prepare for the worst, and if we fail. just accept it and learn from it. how ? for example if we doing some test for university and failed . we have to see, whats made us fail ? okeee. i already study hard maybe you less in pray, or i pray harder i study harder, maybe that's god ways to saw you that 'thats not for your best' maybe other university is best for you, cause "Allah gives you what you need not what you wanted"cause sometimes what i wanted its not what i need. or lets take example from having a relationship; we have loooong relationship for years, but its end for no reason or you bf pr gf cheating , bored , or whatever. first of all if your bf or gf cheated, first of all introspection ourselves, i mean that we dont have to blame ourselves, just introspection and see it. if there is nothing wrong with us, then they just stupid hahaha and then dont forget to learn from it!!! never let us fall into the same hole. then never ever to obey with your bf.  i've ever soo obey with my bf back then, and he just so too much so overprotective, then i thought it, and i know its wrong. ok who the hell are you ? rules me as you want. many girls now its more obey to their bf than her parents =.= aaaaaa it so pathetic, why you have to obey that much ? oke if we obey something good we have to obey him. but like 'you cant play with your friend' 'you cant play while im at home' aaaaaaa its just selfish. do you know whats good in life ? we can enjoy oul\r life and be grateful. try and learn every time you do something . ahh i've nothing to say . my niece came and screw it up . hoho oke goodbye blove :*

22 october 2010

i can honestly say you've been on y mind since i woke up today, i look at your photograph and this memory come back to life and i dont mind cause i remember when you hug me i still feel it oh my body the time that i sang for you with no music played. i remember those simple things i remember till i cry, but the one thing i wish i forget the memory i wanna forget is goodbye.
i stay awake this night and play our song and my tears sing along. i pick up my phone and put it down cause i know im wasting my time , but i dont mind.suddenly my cellphone blown up with your ringtone i hate to see your message but i see it anyway and im surprise to hear you said that you miss me,you remember when we hug each other,you remember when i sang a song with no music played,you remember those simple things we talk and we laugh.But the one this you wish i forget the memory you wanna forget saying goodbye.

original song by miley cyrus

Vertical Horizon - Best I Ever Had

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever

MARCOEM

hey blove long time no post :) today i want to post about my besttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt :* we called us MARCOEM .
gue gamau ngepost tenntang marcoem itu apa,atau sejarah nya atau apalah.gue cuman mau bilang lewat post gue yang ini gue kangen banget sama kalian . kangen banget-bangetan gue selalu kesepian disini.kalo gue kesepian dibekasi gue pasti punya kalian.terutama ella sama entok yang emang sering kerumah gue kalo gue ada masalah atau apapun itu we definitely share a lot . i miss you all like hell . gue bener2x belom nemu temen atau gimana disini.tapi jelas banget deh beda banget.gue disini temenan juga sama banyak org . cuman ya gabisa aja gag ada juga yang kaya kalian .kalo pacar mah ibarat kata gabisa move on gue =.= gue nangis nih ;( beneran gue kangen bangetan . gue mau curhat gatau sama siapa . mau bercanda2x gatau ama siapa,mau berantem aja gag ada yang jadi bahan beranteman. semuanya komplit di marcoem . lo mau berantem bisa mau baikkan bisa mau bercanda bisa . gue kangen ngumpul dirumah cici.kangen nyai salam cium manja dr gue buat nyai ya ci hahaha . kangen 13 bangetan kangen ngobrol2x dikantin . selalu ber 12 eh 13 yah no matter what happen , gag ada motor cari tebengan sana sini , yang jelas tujuannya satu bisa main.mungkin gue emang gag sejauh bela di bengkulu.tapi kangennya mungkin sama aja. i cant share everything like i share with you girls . gue harap kita semua ntr pada sukses in the end . ketemu lagi bercanda2x bareng lagi . gue mau banget pulang tapi gue gabisa kuliah gue ngepet banget jadwalnya. dan ini geu ngetik sambil mati lampu .huuuu udahan yah kangen2xannya . :( babay love you all so much much much .. you are all my best girl :)