see my previous post ? yup, im in love immediately just by listening to the first lyric, and its so simple yet its so beautiful. I cant help it, my tears rolling down, and its my first time listened to a song that's so beautiful, not sad and made me cried. This song is making me wanna get married even moooore. AAAAAAA and i saw the video cover is about wedding, and uuuu even making me cried. You know because of my relationship before and always ended up me Broken Hearted, i'm like giving up for whole those Boyfriemd things, i even ask my mother to setting me up, oke it just me being so pathetic, but really im so desperate ended up broken heart and cry. Someday i just want to meet my soulmate, and get married and live happily ever after. I'm done with all those kind of relationship that just looking for pleasure and for those who just seek for pleasure, just stay away from me, and i mean it really! and thank you for those who love me. and still love me :")
I don't know why i love those guys who hurted me and i cant love them that love me? i don't know its fair i guess i hurt them by not loving them and they hurt me by..... you know right ? Life is like mirror you do something bad to a person and someday you will get bad things in return and i hate to call it KARMA, i don't know why. But the best thing you could do to the people who hurt you is wishing the the best, wishing them to be happy and forgive them, if you can't forgive, how you can really forget? me, personally hate to know the fact that i still running around in circle of the past. im like in labyrin i couldnt find my way to out unless i forgive, so i forgive them and i have my way out, and hopefully i can find someone that pick me up in the end of the labyrin.
Hey, im no longer a pleasure seeker like i used to be, if im still that kind of person, i wouldn't writing about all of this. i'll be playing with my boyfriend since its saturday night. Im basically single but i don't know im starting to enjoy it, because you know im looking for serious relationship, though im only 19 and it still 3 months again hahaa
Because of my environment at my college im like growing up faster haha my friends are litteraly got engaged and 3 of them are married, and listening to The wedding song by Angus & Julia Stone its like aaaarrrrgghhhhhhhhh. So hopefully i can found my soulmate, Hey my future husband what are you doing now ? Im writting about you know :)
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